Deep Thoughts: Love

so if we do meet. there are several possibilities then. 1. we are further drawn to eachother 2. we are no longer interested. 3. awkward combinations of the two previously mentioned. you are drawn, i am not. or i am drawn and you are not.

oh shit, what if we meet and it's just like, yea, so. all hope scattered to the wind.

what if we meet and i am into it and you're not. what if i repulse you.

what if we meet and you're into it and i'm too defective. too near broken to ever work again.

or worse yet, what if we're both into it. oh fuck, what then. what do we do then.

that's my biggest fear. that we'll love eachother.