Deep Thoughts for the Day: Bell Jar Loser

it's really quite the strange sensation to fully realize just how apart from the world you are.

here i am, lo these many years, thinking i'm feeling the same things other people do. articulating in my poetic ways what they aren't able.

only to learn after all this while, that ain't it at all.

what i write. what i feel. it's all just a crappy teen drama on nickelodeon.

everyone else grew out of what i never did. or else they had the balls to kill themself before it became noticeable.