Dark Thoughts

most people have stories. me. i just have moments.

i thought every time that i tried to, that i'd e sorry if i turned them away. but iw as wrong.

nothing. nothing was lost. except that nagging feeling of wanting soemthing that isn't real.

most people have tomorrow to yearn. yesterday to conspire with. me. i have only questions that expect no answers. but ask nevertheles.

because i push it away. that's true. but i do so because it wasn't what they wanted.

i think sometimes, in my weakest moments, that i should give in. reach out. but it always comes back to the fact that whomever i could hope to touch cam easoily do without.

i'd like to say i miss them, but the truth is, i just wish i'd never known.